remnants of being me

no way.

2010-11-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

no way. the only thing i can say now. i did not know that he is still here -- in the deepest part of my heart. i thought that i was already over him now, but no, not yet. oh, well. this is life; but is this what you call love? *sighs*

I don't know.

2009-11-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I'm too disturbed about the updates in these two people's lives. Why do i get so affected even if I am not directly involved? I REALLY DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA. end.

wrong assumption.

2009-11-07T04:08:00.000-08:00

HAHA! About the non-mutual thing entry that i'd posted in my other blog site, i stand corrected. MUTUAL instead. Sorry if I have assumed that the guy was the only one who's falling for the girl. I thought of all these things because of the albums in the girl's fb profile with another guy, they looked so sweet, but then I found out that they were just BEST of friends.

This whole mistaken thing was cleared when I saw the girl's answer in a social interview in FB. She was asked, hmm..the question was like this, "If given a chance to be a genie and grant three wishes, who will be the 3 lucky people that you'll choose?" Se answered, bes xxx, bes xxx, and SIR!

what's the connection huh?

when i read the word sir, something popped out in my mind..'sir' pertains to HIM. I remembered one time, when the guy bought this gal in FFS in FB, her nickname was ma'am. I don't know if I'm right this time, but I do feel that I am. They call each other, MA'AM & SIR.

I won't give further meaning to that anymore, i might be WRONG again.

anyway, this was the reason of me thinking that it was MUTUAL.

Best of luck pals! I believe in a happy ending!

P.S. I am not following any of these people's profiles, it was just a coincidence that when I checked my notifications, theirs were the LATEST.

why.

2009-10-24T22:18:00.000-07:00

my other blog continuously depresses me..err.. i hate it..!

brand new.

2009-10-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

oha oha.. because of facebook i knew something..haha..that he already has someone 'new'..=p..but i guess he's still courting the girl..haha..they're cute together..:)) hope that he'll get a positive result..

......'til now, i just can't do anything but to stare.. :C haix..

BUT GOT NO TIME FOR EMOTING..haha..there are a lot of BETTER things to focus on..XD

sorry.but you should know.

2009-10-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

what the h*ll's going on!!
i hate it that i can't do anything.. yes, we're friends, we're JUST friends so i can't dictate the things you'll do..but hey you, if you happen to read this... i just want you to know..

WHAT ARE YOU DOIN' WITH YOUR LIFE?
MAKING HER YOUR WORLD..?
YES, IT MAY BE RIGHT BY NOW[for you], BUT YOU'LL SEE,
IT WILL AFFECT YOUR FUTURE.
SO 'TIL IT'S NOT YET TOO LATE, COME ON, OPEN YOUR EYES!!!

tsktsk.. she is not your WHOLE life!!!!!!! don't make your world revolve around her... you still have parts of your life to live... PLEASE DON'T COMPROMISE THEM.

sorry man, but hey, we, your friends are worried deep inside.

hoping..

2009-10-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

i think they really are friends..
but is he really the one i chatted before?? men, who can tell me?? i wanna make sure..but anyway, seeing the photos makes me have a chance..:)) thanks to you!!! hope that it wasn't a joke..XD

oct. 16

2009-10-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

today is a day after my last exam..nothing to be busy about right now..just waiting for my grades to be released..hope that i did well in my subjects..haha..:D

anyway, i can now brag that i survived the first semester of being a UP student..haha..though, it's just the first, it still feels fulfilling and at the same time, makes me feel nervous because just few weeks from now, harder courses will be laid down in my front.. huh..but why think about that now???? i still wanna enjoy my FREE DAYS!!HAHAHAHA..

[next blogs will be about the happenings these last few days]

again.:)

2009-10-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

it's been almost 5 months since my last entry here. haven't written a blog since classes started. but now, it's sembreak..i'm free for at least two to three weeks i guess.. TIME FOR BLOGGING!!! :)

own campus tour.

2009-05-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

after telling you the story of my two firsts, i'll be blogging now about what we three did in the university.

to start, last may 05, 2009, the three of us ( I, Nathalie and Nelson) enrolled and so we already got our schedules..seeing it, the same day, we planned to go to the university, just by OURSELVES, without our parents or so to make ourselves used to it. And we did it, just yesterday, May 29, 2009.

holding our class schedules, we toured first the campus. We find our rooms, the EXACT ROOMS written in the schedule.. and because some subjects have no intervals and the buildings are far from the others, we tried going place to place with the timers set. yeah, we timed ourselves to know if we should take the jeepney in order to arrive on time or we can just walk..

and speaking of jeepney, we literally wasted coins..why? because we took every jeep to know where's its route, to know where we should alight, to know what buildings it we'll be passing and because, we were already tired.haha..because the whole morning, we walked and walked and walked to find every room in different buildings in the campus..

it was tiring but we all enjoyed doing an advanced campus tour..if you may ask, our campus tour with the other freshmen is on June 8, just a day prior to the opening of classes so we already did OUR OWN tour to make ourselves 'at home'. :)

public transportation.

2009-05-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

oh yeah! another FIRSTs again..:))

Friday, May 29,2009, i got the chance to go to UPLB with my 4th year classmates slash college schoolmates, Nelson and Nathalie..that's the very first i'm talking about.:)) Hm, the first is not me going to UPLB but it's me going to UPLB with my friends without guardians, plus, without any important purpose of going..just to...to...err...practice commuting?maybe.haha.

anyway, that's it..while the second first is me traveling via public transportation, ALONE..to make it clear, the three of us went to UPLB together meeting each other in Pacita but when we're already going home, from the university, we took the same jeepney with the signboard saying 'crossing'..ok..so anyway, because they're both laguna-ers and i'm from Cavite, we'll be taking different ways so i decided to go apart.. i alighted first.. then, i took the bus ALL BY MYSELF..the bus was headed to Alabang..and from there, i took a jeepney again straight to our subdivision.

so i'm quite proud of myself..actually, not quite, but soooooo proud..haha.. because it's my first time to ride a public vehicle ALONE..swear..so my mission's accomplished..I NOW KNOW HOW TO GO TO UPLB ALONE, COMMUTING.:)

Asian Hospital.

2009-05-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

mid day of May 22, my mom was admitted in the Asian hospital to undergo a procedure.

it was friday and 2 days prior to my birthday.

that's the reason why i was somehow sad going to the hospital, but then, i can't refuse, i should go and attend the needs of my mother. :) oha oha..

and then, at around 3:oopm, when we're already in my mom's room, i switched on the t.v., and it's in channel 100+, a channel that i don't really know(haha)..so i switched it onto another channel and it was then that i realized that i need a remote control `coz the channels are too many and channel + and channel - are the only options in the side of the t.v..but it was not in the room, so i went to the nurse's station to ask for the remote..they said that they'll call someone to get the remote control.. but a while has passed already so i followed-up..(the remote)..they said, the remote is on its way already, and then i said , 'thanks'.. and so i went back to our room, and to my surprise, when i turned back, heading to our room, it's rhian ramos in my front.. and i assume that she was just visiting a relative or so in the room beside us..

i went inside our room..i switched the t.v. and then, flash report!! 'richard gutierez was involved in a car crash'! gawd..he's one of my kapuso idols..and i watched the whole report..shock crossed me! he was admitted first in the Tagaytay hospital and then, in the Asian Hospital! He was there in the same floor, just a room away from us, the room where rhian went in..! okay..i was gobsmacked, really..

after a couple of hours and days, i saw many other kapuso stars visiting him..

so, instead of me feeling sad inside the hospital, i felt glad..but still sad because we are still there, my mom's still feeling not well..

but happily, on my birthday, sunday, may 24, my mom's ready for discharging.:) so i had the chance to celebrate my birthday outside..:)

another good news is that, she's already recovered but still needing rest..

david.

2009-05-13T19:08:00.001-07:00

i really hate myself..

look, DAVID ARCHULETA is my IDOL and he's in the Philippines right now yet i can't see him!! i can't do anything to see him! i can't attend his guestings, mall shows and most of all his concert with American Idol season 7, David Cook!!! i hate myself!! i badly want to see him face to face but i hardly can!!! i hate myself!! wah..if only i can see him.. *sighs*

this is the day!

2009-05-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

sure, it's his birthday today! but i won't or should i say i can't greet him personally..

but if he happens to read this post, he must realize that this is for him..

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

may too.

2009-05-05T22:57:00.000-07:00

ok.i was shocked.haha..

his birthday is also in the month of MAY..we're the same..
different dates though..haha..but still! i'm surprised..:))

enrollment.

2009-05-05T22:42:00.000-07:00

my enrollment was scheduled yesterday, May 05, 2009..
we arrived at UP at about 7 in the morning.. ( i was 11th in the line)..augustinians in front of me were Nathalie, Patrisha and Nelson..haha..yes, we almost arrived at the very same time..
we finished enrolling at around 8.30 because the registrar's opened at 8..

we also did the id picture taking in the morning and the orientation in the afternoon..and i already got my schedule..haha..i dont have classes on saturdays,sundays and mondays..

we finished at around 4pm..

wah.. i'm not in the mood writing the details anymore..:)) but it was fun, we somewhat bonded, the UPLB-ers whose enrollments were yesterday..:)) namely, Nathalie, Patrisha, RJ, Aaron, Nelson and I of course...:)

apartment.

2009-04-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

after my physical examination yesterday, April 28, 2009..

we went to Mangoville to check our apartment..

actually it was planned that I and nath will go there to check and sign the apartment's contract together..

but since nathalie finished her medical exams far ahead of me, what happened was they went there first to check and then we followed.. but when we arrived, they've already left 'cause they need to go to a very important affair..

successfully, i've already signed the contract without nathalie, but with her permission of course..:) my mom also paid the deposit..

that's all..:)

FRESHMAN.

2009-04-29T02:05:00.000-07:00

wee..done with the medical examination in UPLB yesterday, April 28, 2009!!:)

luck stood by me that day..cause a lot were ahead of me in the line,two were Aaron and RJ, yet, I've finished far ahead of them...:))

the problems were, those people who had their interview for the vital signs and those who haven't yet are in the same line plus the volunteers went back to their classes too so only the staffs of the medical team were left, who are so few..

that's why, the head of the medical team asked who among us have taken the vital signs interview and those who haven't to be able to sort the line..:)

luckily, i was included to the 5 students who were pulled from the line to go to station 5 (dental check-up) from station 2, the station we are in..we're the first 5 among those who haven't yet interviewed.. yes, we're just five who were included to somewhat SPECIAL LANE, i think, just to test if it will be the right move..:)) after the dental check-up, we proceed to the next room for the vital signs and medical check-up..

after the five of us, i already forgotten their names..:)), many followed as directed by the medical team staffs..maybe because they already realized that they need to counter-flow the lines since there are other available doctors in the university health service building..

(it was the first day of the physical examinations yesterday for this school year so they were not that ready yet)

that's the story behind me, getting ahead of the way from those who were in front of me..

but today, April 29, 2009,.their process already improved maybe because they already knew what should be done and what should not be done.. congrats..:) i knew it because of my friend who is scheduled today.

PLUS..just a trivia..nath and I met in UP with our moms yesterday, and her mom said that they were the very first in the line..in short early bird!( congrats Nath! ) haha..:D

there, done..sorry for the very long post..:))

story.

2009-04-25T20:20:00.000-07:00

i don't have anything to do!:))
just online now..

anyway, i want to promote our story...:)..[to anybody who visits my page]haha..

http://www.candymag.com/teentalk/index.php/topic,184478.105.html

chapter 6 is now posted!:)

It's final.

2009-04-23T21:16:00.000-07:00

ok..i finally edited my blog page! it's done now, really, including some gadgets!!
thanks to KATREENA!! she's my blog parter actually..we write a story entitled 'a little of reality'..it's posted in candy mag and in our joint blogspot account [click 'our story' in my friends links'..haha..just if you're interested..:)']..

haha..this is my third post today... i'm just in the mood of blogging..:))

my ym.

2009-04-23T20:12:00.000-07:00

Yes! i've finally edited my page as to what i want it to be..

but i didn't expect that i'll be having sort of a problem again..err..
my yahoo messenger pisses me off.. it just logs out automatically even without me clicking the 'sign out' button.. and i don't know why..i suspected that a virus struck my notebook, but when i scanned my laptop, no signs of virus threats...that's why i needed to uninstall it from my drive and then download it again..happily, it works well after i've downloaded it again..*sighs*

My first.

2009-04-23T18:53:00.000-07:00

I am very much new here at blogspot.com.
I expected that I'd be having trouble in fixing my page, and so did I.

At first, I don't have any idea on how to edit my profile.[I actually wanted it to be fab and cool!..haha..] I used different HTML codes to personalize each template that I get, but it just all turned into mess.. [I already forgot my HTML lessons when I was in first year high] shame!haha.. I tried to sort things out all by myself again and again.. I search for blogger templates in the internet, and I really liked one! But all of a sudden, I realized that the codes aren't posted, what i saw are just thumbnail pictures, though it was said there that i should click something bla bla..but i am really clueless where to find that button..arrgghh..*sighs*.. I gave up on those pretty templates that i saw..[but i continued browsing for some more]..And then, gosh! i finally found one, a pink one with codes beside it already..

And there you go, i successfully attached it in my page..credits to the maker of that themes' site..!

But even if I have changed my page's skin, I'll still edit its contents.haha.:)